My Clumsy Panda

Stress..

I didn’t know what causes all the stress.. Blame it on the hormone, work, and maybe the ants in my house. or.. or.. the rubber band (I dislike rubberband in my house) or.. or.. maybe on people who ordered taugeh -bean sprout as side dish.. (beh tahan. I hate bean sprout and I felt so agitated seeing it) =______=

Ok. I am stress. Big Full Stop.

Or.. perhaps.. it s really a hormone. I finished my EPO (Blackmores Evening Primrose Oil + Fish Oil) and no intention to buy a new bottle as mom bought me a super big bottle of Fish Oil- Salmon (different brand) which I can consume for.. like.. 1 year lor. But, but, the outcome for both bottle  was so different. Cry.

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Serious hormone fluctuation

I got angry fast. Pek Chek…

ermm….

 I need a long break..

Where during my break:-

1) I do not want anyone to disturb me

2) I do not want anyone to disturb me

3) and, I do not want ANYONE to disturb me..

Yes.. right.. you.. you.. and you..

And, as for now, the only thing can de stress me is only through exercising.

Geezz.. I still look good during exercise and all sweat eh.. Pai Sei..

Nice and pale. I like this pic..

Or.. perhaps.. I prefer to go to sleep by having this..

(Hey.. at least Guinness Stout is proven to reenergize you if you take it before sleep-best taken if you are very very tired..)

Which is totally a RED CARD from Hubby Panda. =_=

I MISS DISNEYLAND..

I miss you Chipsmunk..

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THE POWER OF WRITING IS..

AFTER YOU POUR OUT ALL YOUR THOUGHTS, YOU WILL REALISE THE STRESS IS NOT AS MUCH AS WHEN YOU BEGIN WRITING..

I could sleep better now..

GOOD NIGHT..

Just take a break from my movie to do little bit of updating..

Cause I wanna inform the people, I am going to be rich soon.. From STRIKING TOO MANY 4D NUMBERS!!! wth..  Saw the below advertisement from the newspaper today.

I am going to invent similar software and start selling it. Infact, I don’t really need to invent any software. I can just buy any cheap calculater from pasar malam, and rename it as  4D prediction from any numbers you close your eye and press.. Super accuracy. Each RM50. And I will get rich faster and smiling in my sleep.

Salute those software creator.. But, I still believe, if you can create something based on human weaknesses, you are on your way to success. ngek.. ngek.. But, in a better sentence “We create what you need” lol..

And talking about success, I don’t really know why I suddenly message HubbyPanda telling him that I decided I want to be an actress. lol.. And, since I am not working today,  I sat at the hospital chair, dreamed I was an actress with the many expression I could make.. Happy, Sad, Cry, Angry.

Maybe it’s the way I can express myself better. haha.. As many times in real life, we have to mind our feeling even if we were angry. We can’t simply scold people even if you know the other party is at wrong. We can’t keep long face whole day even when we were not in our pinkie mood. And, what we can do is only bottle up..

So, maybe during acting, i can throw all these emotion out from my bottle  and  release myself from emotional strain.. Maybe, I can really me a good actress..

Mimpi lar..

And.

I wanted to lose weight..

See.. see.. From 68kn to 57kg to 64kg.. =_____=

Give me one month, and I will let you know the results.. Wish me all the best in losing weight..

and also in getting rich… $_$

I am suppose to post something up today.. but.. I am more interested in the movie I am watching now..Down with love-Jerry Yan and Ella..

be right back..