kns.. i was writing the whole things again.. as i accidentally deleted the post after i finished writing yesterday. how frust..!!! =____=
maybe my punishment for being lazy.. just as how the school children were punished by writing their name hundreds of times when they did wrong.. hmmpphh (but, i don’t wish to write the same post for hundreds of time.. perlisssss)
ok.. come back to my post.. and it was boring to write the same thing again.. ’show my boring face’
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Recently, i had developed a very lazy syndrome of looking after my appearance. I just grabbed whatever in my wardrobe and many times i went to work without any make up and somemore with my spectacles on. And, i looked like not enough sleep and at times colleagues would asked me “why you look so pale? ” and I would normally answered “haiz.. never mind lar.. No one look also”. memang. who look? I work 8:30 am to 5 pm every day and most of the time spend was inside my office.- even during lunch hour. After that, I will drive home.. that’s all.. (me and i boring life.. perhaps)
I hate it when I bump into long lost friends or Hubby Panda’s friends as I went out without my best face. and most of the time, i would.. Murphy law do exist at times.. “looking at the floor, wishing it had a hole so that I could hide inside..” how if they think that i look like yellow face woman (huang lien po)- those who did not take care of appearance after married.. cry.. i don’t wish to be like that.. And, kns.. i saw Hubby Panda’s friends today during dinner when I was wearing my Sarawak printed black-Tshirt and short pants with my specs.. why?!! o.O
And, i had gained some little fat around the body recently result of eating too much.. and my pat pat (butt) was big enough to look like a big bird as the one at sesame street..
And i had bought 2 pants which was 1 size bigger during my trip to Bangkok (wrongly bought), and mom said i could keep the pants for future use as she said my pat pat will eventually get bigger after I give birth (and i am not pregnant yet =___=”) I can’t imagine looking like Barney the PINK purple dinosour with kids tailing me around expecting me to sing “i love you, you love me, we are happy family”.. so lame =_=
even applying lotion and sunblock look like a task to me.. i am lazy
putting on make up on my face recently was just like pouring acid onto my face. I would think that those foundation, blusher, powder, mascara, lipsticks.. bla.. bla.. gonna leave my face looking bad. Don’t ask me why i had these thought as I don’t know why also.. blah.. And, if i had to apply, i just can’t wait to reach home to give my face a good cleaning giving my skin a natural breathing “without sinus”..
But, i am not against those who make up. In fact, I envy them. And, I wonder how they can manage to cope up with applying make up, with foundation that we can cut a cake out of it, long fake eye lashes, mascara, blusher, lipsticks, lipgloss.. whatever lar things to beautify the woman.. and some even can repair their make up don’t know how many times a day.. envy kao kao..
I dont know how long my laZy condition will last…..
