Close my eye and I will see.
Yes. I saw one side of me telling me what a bad day I had. Another side of me telling me ..gee… I had a new challenge.
Many times when I encountered FOS (Full Of SHIT) day, I am thankful that it push me and shape my personality.
There is always a tiny voice in me telling me.. yeah.. I can move on. I can do better than this. I don’t have to frown. I don’t have to cry. I can earn more $$$ than what I am doing now. I cant stay in my comfort zone anymore. I don’t have to depend on my current situation. I REALLY CAN DO BETTER THAN THIS…. the tiny voice will continue to speak. Glad that somehow rather it did give me the MOTIVATION to go on.
YES.. TODAY I DECLARED I HAD A FOS DAY!!!
Going to pamper myself with a collagen mask, wearing my pinky teddy bear pyjamas, put on my cute socks, comb my hair nicely, have a good night kiss from Hubby, curl nicely under my comfy comforter, hugging my yellow smiley round pillow, sleep beautiful and tomorrow going to be a brand new day.
Gee.. I must look good so that I still have my “value” outside.. At least it bring more advantage to me.. lol..
And.. and.. counting to my next holiday.. I had booked my holiday.. At least this brightened me up.