I SURVIVED!!
There were ups and downs for clumsypanda in the year 2008. And the worst was I was hit with depression in the begining of the year. Low state of mind. anger, stress, fear, hopeless.. sense of betrayal uproared me. I wanna run, wanna escaped.. BUT, FINALLY, I FOUND HOPE IN GOD!!! I GAINED STRENGTH IN GOD!!! Though I still need to conduct little tuning here and there to shed of the unhappy things in me.
In GOD, I learned to:
1) Take off my old clothes (forgetting the past)
2) Renew my mind
3) Put on my new clothes (moving ahead with my new self)
Well, of course there were many happy things happened this year too. Was blessed.. was loved.. was cared.. learned that all things happened with a purpose. Knowing that I gained more than I lost. 
Tomorrow will be a new beginning for Clumsypanda! I welcome 2009 .. feeling excited.. as I wanna start well and end well.
My new year resolution:
1) Get closer to God
2) To focus in my career
3) To be happy and treat others just like how I want to be treated
4) To join more public functions
5) Improve my Mandarin and Cantonese speaking
6) To lose weight.. maybe another 10 kg.. as I had lost 10 kg this year 
7) Improve knowledge of KL/PJ Road.. so that I can go anywhere I like without worrying getting lost
Another 2 minutes towards 12:00 am, 1st January 2009.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!